A sane spirit is harmful

I need to remove myself (from the world) 

I'm finally fascinated,

gradually losing me, totally

I hope to bring back my mind

So pick up the phone

*black-out

1. A temporary loss of consciousness.

2. A temporary loss of memory.

3. An instance of censorship, especially a temporary one.

4. A large-scale power failure, and resulting loss of electricity to consumers.